I will do just anything as long as he is happy.

Today I is happy (ahahaha) because I've organised my links. Thank you @Nurfarahin M.Amin. woohoo.

Thank you, for loving me this much.
I feel blessed, thank you Allah.

Mommy, Daddy, I'm doing just fine.
Mamat and Nana, I really miss you guys.
Abg, I'm glad you are here with me. I still feel complete although you're the only one around. I promise I will always make you happy happy ok. Mwaah.

The rest of my friends, I really wish to hang out with you guys..

Thank you for everything,
for the feeling is mutual, kn?

I love this feeling, missing yet loving and longing.

So just be thankful k tifa?

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It tears me up to know that most of my friends are now in Singapore, back at their home. It kills that they (UM peeps) are going back to Singapore, to see their families. I want to, can I? I want to be with them, I want to hang out with them, those calls and text messages. I really want to.

Friends, though I'm now miles away, I maybe busy, but I never forget you, never ok..? God knows how much I long for you guys. I really really want you people. Really. Those who are down and may be need me, I am with you, in your heart. Ok?

Love you people to bits.

Oh btw, Happy 21st to Mussy Mael. Thank you for being part of me here. We both know how much we want our lovelies in Singapore. That makes us stronger, just to know that we are not alone here. Happy Birthday, Sweet. Stay strong and stronger, ok? Muah. May Allah bless you.

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I know it was a tough decision for her. I know she wouldn't want this to happen, if she could have the chance to make a change. I understand and I feel for her. I wish you all the best, sister. But it's fact too that I'm losing one of my companions. Its a sad feeling. But I can't do much except praying for you ..

:(

Be strong, everyone..

Nak blaja, tapi mata ngantok.
Nak makan, tapi dapur tkde makanan.
Aku bosan, tp ramai tk online.
Nk update blog, tp otak kosong.
Hahahah layan lah krg baca.
Byee

There Nurathifah, you have to set ur priority. Study comes first ok. I want to buck up, I need to buck up. I keep saying I need them. Them, whom I used to study with, late night calls, last-minute revision and memorisation, complaining how slacked we had been all these years, I miss those moments. I those people who always cracking up with me, understand my craves, meet my needs but at the same time, never neglects our duties as students ( althought sometimes we did ). I need those people who would explain to me, whenever I don't understand and need some clarrifications.

Oh come on heart, now that you're here. You're in one step higher education level. Yes you need them, but without them doesn't mean you can't survive on your own. It was your choice to come here so please don't complain now ok? Accepting is less tiring than complaining, or not, make some changes. Gear up dear heart!

How's life? More stable, and loving it. Brother although has always been busy but I'm sure he will find some times for me. After all, I'm the only kin around him now kan? It's a fact that we need each other company, like I need my two friends tiqa and didi. Plus my Mussy and Aida and Afiq and the rest of them, they make my life almost complete here. With my Mummy and Daddy whom everyday will surely look up for me. With my lit' brother and sister who always tell me how much they miss me ( wakakak). Tell me now, I'm supposed to feel blessed and thankful. Thank You Allah.

Now, I wonder, how do you define privacy? I dont deny that in today's world, the usage of internet has become tremendously widespread. But oh come on, as far as I am concerned I never really asked anyone to interrupt about my personal life matters. I wonder what is so great about someone who hardly know you or talk with you that you are willing to go through the pain of asking around about him/her..? Why do you even care and concern of what's going on in his/her life..? You may say that what's wrong with that, just merely being concern. Its not that they do not want you to know, they just think and feel that you don't need to know. Just so you know, its a little bit scary.

I'm done with my say. I'm sure someone now is smiling cause I'm updating my blog just for her. Have a nice day everyone. You, yes you are missed!

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It has always been hard to be the middle-man.
It always has been about YOU.
Thank you.
I am so pissed.

Allahumma sahhil umuuri..
:(

Sudah berapa kali ku bilang,
jangan sakiti atau mengata
mereka yang aku sayang.

I may be a person with less words to express myself, or give u the least attention and let you breathe on your own, but you I care. When I care, I care too much and sometimes I'm afraid it would suffocate you. Khairul umur awsatuha kn?

Oh back to myself. How's life? Doing just fine. With kuliah and stuff. With great people and friends and sibling.. :D Oh btw. Please pray for a friend of mine who is now sick, been sick for few months. She has gone back to Singapore for further check-up. Allah Yashfeeha.

Wallahu'alam.

p.s: kesian dr asri. semoga Allah permudahkn urusannya. Sedangkan Islam tu sendiri bermula sebagai sesuatu yang gharib.

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I miss hugging my father. I miss sitting down talking with my mother. I miss hanging out with my Mamat. I miss gossiping with my Nana. I miss my family. So much. I miss the attention, love and care. I miss the feeling of being special in my own way. I miss them telling me how much they love me, especially daddy who never fails to tell me that he loves me very much, every single day, without fail, except for those days when he wasn't in Singapore. But, I always feel loved and special when I was with my family. That was when I was in Singapore.

But I still am lucky enough though. I still have my big brother with me. Being with him beats those feelings of missing every single person in my family. Hugging and talking and eating and even walking with him make me feel the presence of everyone.

When you're far away from family, friends play a great role in your life. I'm glad, I made you as my bestfriend :D

I love my brother/bestfriend more than anything else here.

And to my lovely in Singapore, don't worry, we have each other now. You know who you are..

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Even the simplest thing
can make me happy

Even the slightest thought
I feel contented

Even the littlest concern
it feels sufficient

Thank you Allah
for this happiness,
thank You.


"What is the best thing being in Egypt?"
And I pointed at you.

I love you.

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Aku plg menyampah klw org aleh2 mcm paham nk masok campo hal ehwal keluarga aku. paham tk? Lg2 klw kt alam siber. Tolong lah.. Jangan mcm paham please. Gile menyampah ah.

p.s:kak, im not talking about u. tkmo perasan sendiri k. hahahah muah

I wish you all the best.
Be strong, cause you've always been one.

I love you more than you know
<3

No more, no less.
I wonder
Why is it so hard for you to understand?

Strictly that.

Open your heart and mind,
before you judge me.
Please.

But then again,
I don't really mind
cause I'm doing good.
It's you.
I'm doing you a good favour.

- Nurathifah.™ says:
hahah
rindu la krg
nk tahu asl aku suke flood tmpt kau
sal aku rindu kwn2 aku

insan says:
rinduu mandifiqutt

- Nurathifah.™ says:
klw aku ale2 gi kt wall kau

insan says:
hehe
tauuuu
ko rindu ku kn
hhehehe

- Nurathifah.™ says:
means aku tgh rindu kwn2.. kau ngn tiqa. ni dua je tmpt aku luahkn rindu
abe?!

insan says:
ouhk
phm2
ku pn same

- Nurathifah.™ says:
dulu.. time dabes skola. atleast 3 hari skali ku nmpk wajah kau.
insan says:
rinnndu korg
rindu sec 3 sec 4

- Nurathifah.™ says:
ni... walau tinggl maken dekat..
maken la susah nk nmpk

insan says:
tu r
hehehe
ape nk uat
plg 2 nmpk fiq jerla
hehe
klw org tnye ku best moments in mwti
spend time with korg
esp mandifiqutt n fathin
seriously
haiz
dgn pt siglap

- Nurathifah.™ says:
tu uh
im glad it happened
tkpe di..
biar org tk paham friendship kte
asl kte paham k :D


bukan senang nk crik kwn. betul. nk crik kwn yg paham korang and at the same time krg pn paham de. nk crik kwn yg sekepala. nk crik kwn yg tk segan silu share ilmu. nk crik kwn yg kire picet mahu turun uh. nk crik kwn yg tk segan2 share thoughts.

just so you know, both Rifdi and Atiqah, I am really glad that you both came here all the way with me..

and to Rifdi especially, it may seem no big deal to you, but we really feel thankful that you're staying back, with us, and be part of our next chapter of life.

both of you, promise me we'll stick together ok? promise me you'll pull me up when I fall? promise me you'll share every happiness, sadness, worries with me? cause I will do the same thing too.

biar orang tk faham hubungan persahabatan kite ni, asal kte happy and kte sendiri faham :D

persahabatan yang aku betul2 hargai dan sayangi, lillAhi taala ;)
syg krg.

[3:05:20 PM] khurasan: k sayang. i remember u well and miss u very much
[3:05:49 PM] nurathifah: i am missing my daddy too :(

Thank You for being the best.

Salam,

just feel like babbling. layan k?

Have I mention that I've bought a new pair of sneakers? Haha, I am practically aware that I have no chance of wearing one, cos I'll be wearing my jubah most of the time. There is no more apair of jeans or straight cut pants like my casual outfit back in Singapore. Haha, but I was tempted to own one, ok? And I've one for myself. Hehee. Unless I want to wear like those Egyptian girls who wear their long jubah, with sneakers. K I will look crappy. The point is, I am happy and contented.

Last two days, I called Mummy. So excited that I can atlast hear her voice. Miss you la mama. And.. I called one of my UM friends. Ok, I was feeling so random last two days. I dont know.

There have been mixtures of feelings. Angry, irritated, annoyed, happy, contented, blessed, confused and loved. Just mark my words, I will not tolerate it any longer if you hurt my loved ones, whoever you are.

I am contented because I am happy with everything I have right now. It ain't much. But I've learnt to make things simpler, and accept it. I feel blessed cause I have every attention that I need. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah :)

And tomorrow, at last I am goint to see my brother. I am happy ok. It feels like everyone is coming down to Cairo. I see everyone - my family - in him. Well after all, he is my brother isnt he? He must be somewhere inside the plane right now.

And I'm done with my waiting in few hours time, since last 2 months. :)

Welcome back Abang. Don't worry, I can take care of you (mcm paham) .. by taking care of myself (ni bru betul). Ok?

Bye nk tdooooooooo

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When I looked up in the skies,
as the aeroplane passed through my sight,
and I know,
the next plane that pass through,
you will be inside.
<3

ONE BLOODY WORD : STUPID

k best ah. aku dh binget.

Adatnya,
bila masuk rumah orang
jaga tatatertib
jaga adabnya
bicara biarlah sopan
supaya hati tuan rumah dijaga
kata-kata yang dituturkan
biarlah sedap didengarinya
perilaku
biarlah manis dipandang olehnya
tuan rumah puas hati,
engkau pun gembira
kelak
kau akan dihormati olehnya.

Adatnya,
bila ingin disayangi
pastikan disayangi ramai

Sememangnya,
Tuhan jadikan setiap manusia itu
ada haknya
Jangan kau campuri hak miliknya,
tanpa izinnya
Andai hak yang empunyanya itu
sudah berada di dalam genggamanmu
Jaga lah ia
Kerana ia adalah sesuatu amanah

Aku mungkin jauh
Tapi aku tak akan pernah jauh
dari mereka yang dekat di hatiku

Kadang aku terfikir,
andai kau tahu
apakah erti hormat dan sayang

Jangan engkau sesekali calari
hati-hati mereka yang ku cintai



p.s: aku plg pantang dgn org yg kurang ajar.

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The feeling of walking to and back from school is sooooo greatttt despite the scorching heat of the sun. Ok not, it is just nice. Nice.

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